lekcja umierania, a moze raczej zycia...

[julia5]

jak sie odchodzi z tego istnienia?
i co sie mowi na dowidzenia?
czy mozna tak po prostu zamknac drzwi,
tak jak zamyka sie wychodzac z domu?
i co powiedziec temu zyciu na pozegnanie?
do widzenia, zegnam czy narazie?
jak mozna zamknac w jednej sekundzie wszystko?
niczym szafe przepelniona ubraniami...
czy wystarczy tylko powiedziec "to jest juz koniec nie ma juz nic?"
czy moze potrzebne sa specjalne slowa..
i co sie wtedy dzieje z cialem?
czy tak po prostu przechodzi w bezmiar istnienia?
czy moze staje sie lekkie i leci do nieba,
by po chmurach wyglupiac sie i biegac..
czy w niebie potrzebne jest serce i pluca?
a moze tam wielkie nic i nicoscia sie zyje, oddycha!
co sie mysli w tych ostatnich chwilach?
czy moze wola sie "chce zyc, cialo nie umieraj!"
i co umiera pierwsze?
swiadomosc, cialo czy sens istnienia?
i czy tam po drugiej stronie, cos na nas czeka?
czy zycie tam tak szybko ucieka?
a moze stoi komitet powitalny, z kwiatami...
tak jak na dworcu czeka sie na ukochanych.
a moze tam na gorze odgrywa sie wielka rozprawa sadowa,
i podsumowywuja cos zrobil na plus, a co sie zburzylo z rak twoich...
niektorzy przyspieszaja moment odchodzenia,
mowia "nie chce zyc, to zycie nie ma sensu istnienia"
jedni mowia o takich bochaterzy, bo igraja z zyciem,
inni natomiast samobojcy i tchorze bo uciekaja w nieznane!
w szkolach pelno jest wiedzy niepotrzebnej do zycia,
lecz nikt nie wprowadzil "lekcji odchodzenia".
a przeciez czeka to kazdego z nas,
bo czas niesmiertelnych w starozytnosci minal.
jak odejsc z godnoscia, pogoda ducha, radoscia?
by nie krzyknac w ostatniej chwili "stop, ja wysiadam".
a moze kiedy rodzimy sie to tak naprawde....
...zaczynamy lekcje umierania!
kazdy twoj blad i kazda porazka
tak samo sukces i wielka wygrana..
wszystko to gdzies zapisane w niebie i gwiazdach,
niczym pamietnik kazdego z nas.
i oby przy ogolnym rozrachunku zyskow i strat,
bylo w twoim zyciu wiele tego na plus!
to filozoficzna gadka o odchodzeniu,
jednak mowie teraz "stop, to nie czas"...
przede mna jeszcze tyle dni i lat,
pelnych zyskow i strat.
igralam z zyciem nieraz,
teraz mowie "chce zyc, to nie odchodzenia czas".
wiec jesli aniele moj, sluchasz mnie...
to powiedz tym w gorze ze,
CHCE ZYC, CIESZYC SIE, SMIAC,
NA UMIERANIE PRZYJDZIE JESZCZE CZAS!!!!

[Izabella]

Julio - dzielisz się z nami pięknie Twoimi przemyśleniami
o umieraniu i życiu.
Czytając Twoje zapisane tu słowa przypominam sobie
nasz krótki wspólny pobyt w Krakowie - Łagiewnikach...
i cieszę się, że coraz bardziej kochasz życie we wszystkich jego barwach,
z nieodłącznym mu cierpieniem, problemami i ....RADO¦CIAMI zwyczajnego dnia.
Widzę cuda, które dokonują się w Twoim życiu za sprawą Bożego Miłosierdzia
przez ludzi, których stawia na drodze Twoich zmagań z losem.
Widzę wielkie zmiany, jakie dokonały się w Twoim myśleniu
a jeszcze całe życie przed Tobą, Julio, piękne życie...
Sorry, że tak się rozpisałam. Wybaczysz mi ze wzgledu na starą znajomość?

Jeszcze cytat z Twojego wiersza:
"a moze kiedy rodzimy sie to tak naprawde....
...zaczynamy lekcje umierania! "
oto rodzi się nowa Julia i obumiera w niej to wszystko, co podcinało jej skrzydła
do lotu, powoli umiera "stare" myślenie i życie nabiera dla niej nowej jakości,
nowych barw. Oto rodzi sie nowa Julia!!!

Pozdrawiam:):):)

[Rikki]

(...)

[julia5]

dziekuje.,.....normalnie brakuje mi slow...
Tobie Izabello wybaczam ze wzgledu na stara znajomosc i Krakowskie Łagiewniki :)) tak...kilka osob mi powiedzialo ze sie zmieniam, ze cos we mnie umarlo, a rodzi sie cos nowego <Izabello to chyba sprawa tych kilogramow :))))) >... kiedys moj przyjaciel jedyny prawdziwy meski przyjaciel powiedzial do mnie tak "niuńka...co cie nie zabije to cie wzmocni"...w ogole mowil czesto madrze....a jednak nie doczekal sie dnia kiedy moge powiedziec ze chce zyc, zbyt szybko niebo go chcialo miec u siebie... zycie jest ciezkie, istota jego jest zrozumienie...ale czy da sie tak calkowicie zrozumiec zycie? moze to i dobrze ze czasem nie wszystko rozumiemy....
dziekuje.... milo bylo przeczytac...i.....oj Izabello normalnie cie kopne w te pare literek jak sie nie pojawisz....po co ja sie tak katuje i zmieniam kolory? no jasne ze dla ciebie :))
Rikki czy wytrwam to podobno zalezy tylko ode mnie...a ja chce, chociaz chciec to nie zawsze znaczy moc...
Izabello....po prostu teraz juz wiem kto mi te skrzydelka podcinal skutecznie...ale teraz nie pozwole.... chce chodzic z podniesiona glowa, chcialabym widziec jak dorastaja moje dzieci, chcialabym opiekowac sie na starosc MK.... chcialabym jeszcze tak wiele... a to juz 20 i troszke latek minelo.... a jeszcze tyle w zyciu do zrobienia, tyle miejsc do zobaczenia, tylu ludzi do poznania...tyle radosci, trosk, zmartwien, zachwytu...tyle lez przed mna ze smutku i z radosci :)) pozdrawiam...

[kol-ka1]

Juleńko moja......

[julia5]

tak...i razem to osiagniemy...nie w pojedynke, nie w samotnosci ale razem...

[kol-ka1]

:-)

[Anna MM]

widziałam - widziałam te zmiany :):) jak ja sie cieszę - brak mi słów !!!!!!!!!!

[julia5]

Aniu...no widzialas....widzialas to co sie ze mna dzieje... :)) i kawa inaczej smakuje, i niebo inaczej wyglada...i swiat sie jakos usmiecha.... tylko czasami mocno sie upada na tylek, wtedy oczy napelniaja sie lzami, i wszystko ma sie ochote rzucic w cholere...na jakis czas...
pamietaj Aniu o sobocie...13.15 wiesz gdzie... :))
MK.... czy ten usmiech oznaczal tak?

[Anna MM]

a tam tylek - patrz przed siebie :):) OK spotkanie....

[kol-ka1]

:-))

[julia5]

acha...

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